my diary

My head is filled to the bursting point with thoughts. I don't what to do. Its driving me nuts.

I guess i could tell someone, but the right person and circumstance in which i can spill my thoughts are pretty rare and don't occur often enough to be of any help. When it does happen , something always comes along to butt in.

So the only way out is... to write it all down i guess. A diary, i've found out the hard way, is not the most secure place to put them down. What with me forgetting to pick up after myself, its a potential disaster waiting to happen, and codes can be cracked if one is determined. I'm sure my classmates at least know of my attempts at the secret diary. Manasi does i'm sure. I remember the attempts to crack 'the code'.

So i decided that i'd try out blogging. The most obvious place for my thoughts is...well... here. Isn't that what a blog is for?

The only problem is that anybody could wander across it, and to put down my thoughts without naming names would be a big pain in the ass. Keeping track of all the he's and she's wouldn't exactly be conducive to profound thinking.

So when the thoughts do start pouring out my ears, i reach for my laptop or i end up saving it as drafts in my blog. You wouldn't believe the number of half-finished thoughts i have saved here. Boy, i'm gonna be in big trouble if i get into a fight with a hacker! All he has to do is crack all my mail and blog accounts and look in the drafts and .... JACKPOT! He'll have enough ammo on me to make me look like a damn fool!

Hmmm, its not like this is my private space right.... So i still have problems don't i? Damn it! It just occured to me that there's nothing to do but keep it all in my head, till the day i die. All i need is a suitable soundtrack on that last line and i'll have 'em in tears. Ok so i'm bored. Story of my life.

Later

p.s. It just occurs to me that a pensieve is just what i'm looking for. Interesting. I wouldn't have thunk that Harry Potter had any relation to the real world whatsoever. OK ok! I can see myself being stoned to death by the hardcore fans for that comment.


I think i'll start finishing the blogs immediately from now on. It reads kinda funny(as in odd) when i stretch it over a long period. I think i gotta be in the same mood throughout or it goes kaput.

Well since i'm chatting with Anand over in the other window....

ciao