Its Wednesday night. The exam starts on Friday afternoon. I appear to have convinced myself that i will manage to finish studying by then. I'm a little fuzzy on the details, but I have assured myself that i have it well under control.
Obviously nothing going on in my life. Interaction with other humans is decreasing. And i'm trying to study. The number of successful attempts are starting to catch up on the unsuccessful ones. A sure sign of desperation.
Saw something disturbing today. Not in the conventional sense, but just something that made me terribly jealous. Is it alright to be jealous of a friend, somebody i respect and would wish all the luck in the world. So jealous that in comparison to his/her life, mine appears so futile as to defy expression. Seems to attain everything in life with ease. Everything worth having...
Its the exams. I'm sure its the exams. I'll feel better once I get through next week. you'll see!!
Oh hell!!
4 comments:
Dei jus put the quarter and lie down...thas all...
Dei!! exam da macha!! as it is not able to look at the book, quarter putting and all means i won't be able to see it... literally!!
anyway, i think my life's about over... easy paper today and i think i screwed it up... what the fuck!!
As long as you don't see any horizontally challenged being kindred of the female order... you don't have to worry about it being all over...
What a unnecessarily complicated way to say " it ain't over till the fat lady sings "
cheers ?
well... the fat lady's sung, and i am now in sunny baroda!! what a small town it seems... i saw the chennai airport, then the bombay airport and then baroda's. it's smaller than most malls da... :)
And er... cheers to you too??
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