The last five days have been great. I've been up from 7.30am to 2.00am every single day and enjoyed every bit of it. I haven't had this much time with my schoolfriends since the 12th std.
But the end of Saarang brings me back to the realities of college life studies, classes and all. its going to be tough going back to that hell and just thinking about it brings me down.
Have you ever contemplated suicide? Its lost its shock value today, what with every second kid threatening to do himself in for a new cell phone. But it still happens to people. And when you think about it, the chill you expect to run up your spine isn't there. Theres no fear of pain or suffering or stuff that you'll miss when you're gone. No. The thought that fills your mind is the sweet freedom of oblivion, not having to worry about the crap thats going to come at you the next day, and the day after that and the day after that, and the same thing everyday for the rest of your life. The joys of life just don't seem to compare to that.
i guess things will look up. When you've hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up(i hope).
Cheer up folks. This ain't happening to you. ;)
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Adi... Peeling ah? Yeah, i don't care too much for myself either. But I don't wanna die till I've had sex either ;)
good point! but you'll know how depressed i was when i say that i didn't give a damn!
you too..?
One of those dark moments for which i have the perfect music. I don't know if you do....or you could try to do what i do....just pour words from your subconscious..its fun trust me or just click on my name
Clearly I've missed something here. I feel foolish.
Don't feel bad. I feel the same way. ;)
But seriously, theres nothing i've said that has any connection to any previous experiences. so... its all in your head! :)
Have you ever read Salinger? "A Perfect Day for Bananafish," in particular?
No, i haven't whats it about? I'm assuming its something to do with the post right??
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