*tada!!* (Sound of trade executed)
Balance : +20 ticks
Contented sigh.
4 hours of impatient waiting later.
*tada!!* (Trade entered)
*tada!!* (Trade exited)
Balance: +3 ticks
Hands over head, elbows on knees. Loud groan marveling at stupidity of self.
20 minutes of aggressive driving along empty roads insufficient to douse anger.

It's so much worse to lose everything than having moved directly into loss and stayed there. It's the suddenness of the thing.

I wish i had someone to talk to. Or hit. Or both. Note: punching bag with embedded video-phone. Must pitch idea to Apple. iHit.