Well... As worry-free weekends go, that was a complete bust!!

I never realized that at the end of four years, i'd be letting all my friends go. That sucks!

Either i didn't really think about it all this time, or i just assumed i wouldn't make any friends worth remembering...

How did i do it in school?? All those times i shifted, leaving 'best friend' after 'best friend' behind, happily, without a fuss...

Well i'm a lot more inclined to make a big deal out of it this time around. Only... what can i do? What can anyone do??

No, i'm not just whining pointlessly, i'm looking for an answer. Tell me! Is it a foregone conclusion that i'll never see any of these people again??

Yes? Well that's pretty depressing, isn't it...

So should i spend the remaining time trying to get as close to them as possible, or should i distance myself so that it doesn't hurt as much at the end??

Oh man!! I've GOT to stop watching those damned frasier episodes!! It's so easy to fall into that trap, analyzing every word and action and worrying about the consequences...

Some would call it being paranoid... :-/