What is it like to not have to worry about the feelings of others??

What is it like when you have the freedom of viciousness and insensitivity?? Of ignorance?

What is it like not to be so boxed in that a step in any direction will hurt someone??

What do I do? Who is more important? Mother, father, sister? New friend, best friend, oldest friend, respected friend?

Can i stay perpetually unmoving, never taking a decision??

Can i stay in the box forever?? Please...